My husband left me years ago when his mistress got pregnant

My husband left me years ago when his mistress got pregnant. I raised our 2 kids alone. Last week, he suddenly appeared at my door with his daughterโ€”the one he had with herโ€”and asked me to babysit. I refused. I froze when he suddenly said, โ€œIf you donโ€™t help me, youโ€™ll regret it till the end of your days!โ€ Then he stormed off, calling me a “heartless, cruel witch.” Two months passed, and I’d nearly forgotten about itโ€ฆ until I got a call from his wifeโ€ฆ

Her voice trembles on the line, thin and cracked like a dried leaf. โ€œHeโ€™s gone,โ€ she says.

I donโ€™t understand at first. โ€œGone where?โ€

โ€œDead,โ€ she says. โ€œThere was an accident. A truck hit his car on the highway. It was instant.โ€

The words hit me like ice water down my back. I donโ€™t cry. I donโ€™t feel sad. I feelโ€ฆ nothing. A dull throb begins behind my eyes, like my bodyโ€™s trying to understand something my heart already decided years ago.

โ€œHe left a note,โ€ she continues. โ€œIt had your address on it. And a request.โ€

I clench my jaw. โ€œWhat kind of request?โ€

She exhales shakily. โ€œFor you to take care of Emily. His daughter.โ€

Silence. Heavy, choking silence.

โ€œSheโ€™s nine. I canโ€™tโ€”Iโ€™m not well,โ€ she adds quickly. โ€œIโ€™ve been in and out of treatment. Iโ€™m not fit to raise her. And I donโ€™t have family. He thought you were the only one who couldโ€ฆโ€

I hang up.

I stand in the middle of my kitchen, gripping the edge of the counter, staring at the tiles on the floor. I donโ€™t even remember walking in here. My hands are trembling.

Why me? Why the woman he betrayed? Why would he think Iโ€™d ever agree?

But thereโ€™s a knock at the door.

I already know. I already know who it is before I even move.

I open the door.

Sheโ€™s standing there with a small pink suitcase and a stuffed bear clutched in her arms. Her brown hair is messy and pulled into a half-hearted ponytail, her cheeks blotchy from crying. She looks up at me with wide, familiar eyes. His eyes.

โ€œHi,โ€ she whispers. โ€œIโ€™m Emily.โ€

She looks so small. Too small to be carrying this much weight.

Behind her, a social worker stands stiffly, holding some papers. โ€œAre youโ€”Mrs. Harris?โ€

I nod slowly, unsure what part of me just agreed to this.

โ€œWe have legal documentation. Her stepmother is unable to care for her. Mr. Harris indicated in writing that he wished custody to pass to you, if possible. I understand this is sudden, butโ€”โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t agree to this,โ€ I say sharply.

Emily flinches.

The social workerโ€™s face softens. โ€œI know. But weโ€™re out of options. And she needs somewhere to go tonight.โ€

I look at Emily. She stares at the ground, silent tears slipping down her cheeks. Her hand tightens around the bear.

Against every ounce of logic, every bruise in my soul, I step aside.

The social worker breathes relief and thanks me. Papers are signed. Instructions are given. The door closes behind them, and now sheโ€™s just standing there. In my hallway.

โ€œIโ€™ll show you the guest room,โ€ I say quietly.

She follows me without a word.

That night, I sit on the couch and stare at the wall while my two kids sleep in their rooms and a third sleeps in the guest roomโ€”his daughter.

I donโ€™t sleep. I sit there, listening to the faint sounds of her crying through the door.

In the morning, I make pancakes. My kids, Liam and Sophie, sit at the table, still groggy, staring at the stranger in their kitchen. Emily doesnโ€™t speak. She doesnโ€™t eat. She just holds the bear and watches me with those wide, haunted eyes.

Sophie nudges me. โ€œMom, is she staying?โ€

โ€œFor now,โ€ I reply.

Liam squints. โ€œIs sheโ€ฆ our sister?โ€

The word hangs in the air like smoke.

Emily looks down quickly. I see her shoulders tense.

โ€œSheโ€™s yourโ€ฆ half-sister,โ€ I say, voice tight. โ€œLetโ€™s all just try to be kind, okay?โ€

They nod slowly. They’re good kids. Theyโ€™ve been through enough.

The first few days are quiet. Emily barely speaks. She walks like a shadow in the houseโ€”silent, cautious, always watching. She startles easily. Sleeps with the lights on. Doesnโ€™t ask for anything.

One night, I pass her room and hear her whispering. I pause. The door is cracked open. Sheโ€™s sitting on the floor, the bear in her lap, whispering to it.

โ€œMaybe sheโ€™ll like me. Maybe I wonโ€™t have to leave again.โ€

My heart twists.

I step away, not ready to feel this yet.

But things start to shift.

Sophie teaches Emily how to braid hair. Liam shows her his old comic books. Slowly, her silence begins to fade. She starts asking questions. She laughs once at dinner. She draws me a picture and leaves it on the fridge. Itโ€™s a crooked house with three stick kids and a woman with crazy hair. Underneath, it says, โ€œThank you.โ€

I almost cry.

One morning, I find her sitting on the porch with Liam, eating cereal and watching birds. Heโ€™s telling her how to spot different species. She leans into him, smiling. Her smile is small, but itโ€™s real.

That afternoon, I get a call.

Itโ€™s the social worker again.

โ€œThereโ€™s been a development,โ€ she says. โ€œEmilyโ€™s stepmother has entered a long-term facility. She wonโ€™t be released anytime soon. Given the circumstances, weโ€™re filing for permanent guardianship under your careโ€”if you agree.โ€

I sit in my car in the grocery store parking lot, holding the phone like itโ€™s made of fire.

Permanent. That word echoes in my head.

I think of the moment he left me. Pregnant with Sophie, barely able to pay rent. I think of the nights I cried myself to sleep while he played house with his new family. I think of the way he sneered at me at my own doorstep. Called me heartless.

And now, Iโ€™m raising his child.

But then I think of Emilyโ€™s little voice. โ€œMaybe sheโ€™ll like me.โ€

I think of the drawing. The porch. The birdwatching. The light slowly coming back into her eyes.

โ€œIโ€™ll sign it,โ€ I say.

Two weeks later, itโ€™s official. The papers arrive in the mail. My name is on them. Not as a temporary guardian. As her mother.

I sit at the kitchen table and run my fingers over the page, stunned.

Emily walks in with a book. โ€œCan I read to you?โ€

I nod.

She climbs into the chair beside me and opens the book. Her voice is small but steady. Halfway through, she looks up and says, โ€œDo you hate me?โ€

The question slams into me like a fist.

โ€œNo,โ€ I say immediately. โ€œNever.โ€

โ€œBut I remind you of him.โ€

โ€œYou remind meโ€ฆ of a little girl who deserves to be loved. Thatโ€™s all.โ€

She leans her head on my arm.

I donโ€™t move. I just sit there, letting her weight sink into me like a promise.

The next few months are not easy. Trauma doesnโ€™t leave quietly. She has nightmares. She asks hard questions. Sometimes she lashes out, then sobs and apologizes.

But we get through it. Together.

On her tenth birthday, she asks for only one thing: โ€œCan we take a family photo? All of us?โ€

We do. At the park. Me, Liam, Sophie, and Emily, all squinting into the sun. The photographer tells us to say โ€œcheese,โ€ but we end up laughing instead. Itโ€™s the first time I see Emilyโ€™s full smileโ€”wide, wild, free.

Later that night, after cake and presents and dancing in the living room, she hugs me tightly and whispers, โ€œThank you for choosing me.โ€

But I know the truth now.

She chose me, too.