She turned the screen around. My knees buckled. I grabbed the counter to stop from falling. It wasn’t $300. It was $987,000. “He set up a trust,” the teller explained. “Weekly deposits.

Aggressive stocks. It’s all yours.” I stood there, weeping in the middle of the lobby. But then she handed me a printed letter that was attached to the account opening documents. I read the first line and the room started spinning. It wasn’t an apology. It was a confession. The letter started with four words that changed everything I knew about our divorce…

The letter started with four words that changed everything I knew about our divorce.

“I never stopped loving…”

My fingers tremble as I hold the page. I blink, trying to clear the tears blurring the words, but they fall faster. Anita quietly slides a tissue box across the counter. I nod my thanks, barely aware of her presence anymore. My world has tilted off its axis.

“I never stopped loving you, Meredith,” the letter continues. “I knew you’d never take my money if I handed it to you. And I knew I didn’t deserve to speak the words you deserved to hear. But I also knew you would need something someday, and I couldn’t bear the thought of you suffering when I was the one who broke us.”

I press the letter to my chest, breath shallow, heart racing. Five years I lived like a ghost—afraid to ask for help, determined to prove I didn’t need him, didn’t want anything from him. But he knew me too well. He knew I’d never cash that card. And still, he planned for me.

“I didn’t leave you because I stopped caring,” it reads. “I left because I was sick. I was diagnosed with Parkinson’s a month before the divorce. I didn’t want you to see me fall apart. I didn’t want you to become my nurse. I wanted you to live.”

The ground beneath me evaporates.

No. No, no, no.

How could he? How could he carry that alone?

The letter is dated four and a half years ago. He must’ve written it right after the divorce. He must’ve been dealing with this all that time—while I hated him, while I cursed his name, while I refused to use a single cent of what he gave me.

I stagger backward from the counter. Anita rushes around to grab my arm, steadying me. “Are you okay?” she whispers.

I nod numbly. “I—I need to sit down.”

She leads me to a small chair near the customer service desk. I collapse into it, still gripping the letter and the card. My mind races with questions.

Where is he now?

Is he… still alive?

The thought that he might be suffering somewhere, alone, fills me with dread. I thought I had made peace with our past, but now I realize I never knew the truth at all.

I look up at Anita. “Can you… is there an address attached to the account?”

She hesitates, glancing at her manager.

“I’m sorry, ma’am, I’m not allowed to share personal information without a court order.”

I nod. Of course. I understand. But that doesn’t stop the fire growing in my chest.

I have to find him.

—

Back at my tiny apartment, I sit at the edge of my bed, phone in hand. I stare at the screen, the search bar open. His name. Patrick Thompson. That’s all I have to go on.

I type it in, heart pounding.

Obituaries.

Hospital records.

Nothing.

I add “Parkinson’s” to the search.

Still nothing conclusive. The results show too many people with the same name. Too many dead ends.

Then I remember our old neighbor, Helen, who lived two doors down from our family home. She always knew everything going on in the neighborhood. I dig through my old contacts, praying I didn’t delete her number.

And there it is—under H: Helen Bakersfield.

I tap the number, my thumb trembling.

It rings twice before a familiar voice answers. “Hello?”

“Helen?” I croak. “It’s Meredith. Meredith Thompson.”

“Oh, sweetheart,” she gasps. “Is that really you? My God, it’s been years!”

“Too many,” I whisper. “I… I need to ask you something. About Patrick.”

There’s a pause.

“What about him?”

“Do you know if he’s okay? Do you know where he is?”

Another pause, heavier this time.

“Honey… Patrick moved out about two years ago. Sold the house quietly. Last I heard, he was staying at the Sunrise Assisted Living facility. He didn’t tell many people. He didn’t want visitors. Said he didn’t want anyone feeling sorry for him.”

I close my eyes.

“Do you have the address?”

She gives it to me.

I thank her, hang up, and start packing a small overnight bag. I don’t even know what I’m doing—what I’ll say, or how he’ll react. But I have to go. I need to see him.

—

The Sunrise Assisted Living facility is a bright, modern place with tall windows and clean hallways. The receptionist greets me kindly, though she raises her brows when I mention Patrick’s name.

“Are you family?” she asks.

“I’m… his ex-wife.”

She looks uncertain but eventually nods. “He’s in Room 204. Down the hall and to the left. But—just so you know—he’s not doing great. He can’t really talk much anymore. The Parkinson’s is advanced.”

My heart aches at her words. I nod and walk slowly down the hall, each step heavier than the last.

When I reach his door, I pause. My hand hovers above the handle. I take a deep breath.

Then I knock gently and push it open.

The room is quiet. Sunlight streams through the window. A small radio plays soft classical music. And there he is—sitting in a reclining chair, thin and pale, his hands trembling slightly in his lap.

He looks up. His eyes are still the same deep hazel. His jaw slackens in shock.

“Patrick,” I whisper.

His lips twitch. He tries to speak, but his voice is thin and raspy. I rush to his side, kneeling beside the chair.

“You don’t have to say anything,” I say quickly. “I know. I know now. I read your letter.”

A tear escapes the corner of his eye.

“I was so angry,” I whisper. “I thought you left me because you didn’t love me. I didn’t understand. I’m so sorry, Patrick. I should’ve asked. I should’ve looked for you sooner.”

He slowly reaches out a trembling hand. I take it in both of mine.

“I lived like a shadow,” I say. “Working, starving, refusing to touch that card because I thought it was pity. But you were trying to save me. You were protecting me.”

He nods, slow and heavy.

I sit there, holding his hand, telling him about the last five years. The jobs. The apartment. The toast dinners. The collapse. The moment in the bank. He listens, his eyes wet with tears. He squeezes my fingers when I mention the number on the screen—$987,000.

“Why?” I finally ask. “Why that amount?”

He points weakly to the nightstand. I open the drawer.

There, beneath a few folded sweaters, is a notebook. Inside it, every page is filled with records. Stock reports. Trust statements. Calculations. There’s a note scrawled on the inside cover: If I can’t be there, let this take care of her.

I cover my mouth, sobbing.

“You’ve been watching over me all this time,” I whisper. “Even when I hated you.”

His eyes close briefly, and when they open again, they’re filled with something I hadn’t seen in years—peace.

“I forgive you,” I say. “And I never stopped loving you, either.”

A soft sound escapes him. A half-laugh, half-sob. He leans his forehead against mine.

We sit like that for a long time. There are no more apologies. No more explanations. Just the quiet hum of forgiveness, and the knowledge that even in silence, love had never left.

—

The doctors say he doesn’t have long. A few weeks, maybe.

I visit him every day. I bring him books and music, and I sit by his side. Sometimes, I read to him. Sometimes, we just hold hands in silence.

When he sleeps, I handle the trust paperwork. I speak to financial advisors. I start planning to move out of my studio apartment, but not into anything extravagant. He didn’t give me this money to waste. He gave it to me so I could live.

And now, finally, I’m ready to start doing that.

But more importantly, I got the chance to say goodbye. To see him again. To tell him the truth.

And when he slips away one evening, hand in mine, a soft smile on his face, I don’t cry out in pain.

I cry in gratitude.

Because even though we divorced on paper, love never signed those papers.

Not really.

And somehow, despite the years and the silence and the pride that kept us apart, he found a way to keep loving me—until the very end.