My brother and I didn’t speak for 3 years after a fight. I told myself I was fine without him. One winter, my car broke down right outside his building. I almost called a tow truck, but I called him. He picked up on the first ring and only said, โGive me five minutesโฆโ
I sit in the freezing cold, my breath fogging up the windshield. The engine gave up with a horrible clunk just minutes earlier, and now the silence in the car is deafening, except for the soft whirr of the heater slowly dying. I glance at the building’s entrance, expectingโwhat, exactly? That he’d blow me off? That he’d come down angry? I donโt know. My hands grip the steering wheel tightly, knuckles white, heart hammering louder than I want to admit.
Then I see him. He steps out wearing his old navy peacoat, the same one he used to throw over my shoulders when we were teenagers and Iโd forgotten mine. He looks older, tired maybe, but his stride is purposeful. He doesnโt hesitate as he walks up to my window.
I lower it halfway. โHey.โ
โPop the hood,โ he says, not unkindly. No questions, no small talk, just action. Thatโs always been his way.
I press the latch, and he lifts the hood, leaning in like nothingโs happened, like we didnโt say things that burned a hole between us.
I sit there watching him, trying not to cry.
He knocks on the window a few minutes later. โBatteryโs shot. Starter too. Youโre not going anywhere tonight.โ
โI can call a tow truck,โ I mumble, reaching for my phone.
He raises a brow. โItโs freezing and late. Youโre coming upstairs.โ
โI donโt want toโโ
โDonโt make me say it twice.โ
I shut off the phone screen. Follow him.
In the elevator, the silence between us is thick. Not angry silence anymoreโjust unfamiliar. Like weโre trying to figure out if we still know the rhythm of each otherโs breathing.
His apartment smells like cinnamon and coffee. The heat hits me like a wall, and I realize how cold I really was. He tosses his coat over a chair and gestures to the couch. โSit. Iโll make you some tea.โ
I laugh, startled. โYou still drink tea?โ
He shrugs. โI started. Keeps my hands warm.โ
I sit, awkward and small in a room that looks like himโneat, quiet, with little pieces of our childhood scattered around. A photo of Mom and Dad. A framed picture of us, from the year we went hiking in Colorado. It punches me in the gut.
He hands me a mug and sits across from me, elbows on knees.
โSo,โ he says, looking at his hands. โWhat happened to your car?โ
โBad maintenance. Long drive. Stupidity,โ I mutter.
โYou always were hard on your stuff.โ
We both smirk at that. A tiny, fragile thread between us.
Then the silence stretches again. I sip the tea. Itโs peppermint. My favorite.
โYou remembered,โ I say, voice quiet.
โHard to forget after twenty years.โ
Thatโs when it breaks inside me. The wall I built to protect myself, to justify the distance, crumbles in an instant. My voice cracks. โI didnโt think youโd pick up.โ
He looks at me, really looks, and I see the same pain in his eyes thatโs lived in mine. โI thought about you every damn day.โ
โThen why didnโt you call?โ It spills out, angry and vulnerable. โWhy did we let it go so long?โ
His jaw clenches. โBecause I was stubborn. Because I thought you should be the one to call.โ
โI thought the same thing,โ I whisper.
He laughs, short and bitter. โSo we wasted three years because we were both too proud.โ
โI missed you,โ I say, tears blurring my vision.
He leans forward, his voice rough. โI missed you, too.โ
A long silence, not awkward this time. Heavy with years of unsaid things.
โI didnโt come to ruin your night,โ I say, wiping at my eyes. โI was really going to call a tow truck.โ
โBut you didnโt.โ
โNo.โ
He nods, as if that means something. Maybe it does.
โYou hungry?โ he asks suddenly.
I blink. โA little.โ
He disappears into the kitchen. I hear the clink of plates, the hum of the microwave. He returns with two bowls of leftover stew and sets them down without a word.
We eat in silence, but itโs comfortable now. The kind of silence we used to share on long car rides. No need to fill the space. Just being there is enough.
After dinner, he sits back and rubs his chin. โYou still paint?โ
โSometimes,โ I say. โNot as much.โ
โWhy not?โ
โLife,โ I shrug. โWork. Stuff.โ
He nods like he understands. โYou were always good at it.โ
โThanks.โ
A beat passes.
โI still have the one you gave me. The lake one.โ
I look up, surprised. โYou kept it?โ
He stands and walks to his bedroom. When he returns, heโs holding the canvas. My painting, faded a bit, but still bright. The lake at sunset, orange bleeding into purple, our silhouettes fishing from the dock. I painted it the summer before the fight.
I take it in my hands, throat tight. โI thought youโd thrown it away.โ
He shakes his head. โI couldnโt.โ
Thatโs when I realize weโve both been carrying the pieces of each other in quiet corners of our lives, even when we werenโt talking. The photos, the painting, the peppermint tea.
โIโm sorry,โ I say, looking at the painting, not him.
โMe too,โ he replies.
We sit for a while, the weight slowly lifting.
โI know we canโt go back,โ I say finally. โBut maybe we can start again.โ
He smiles, slow and genuine. โWe already have.โ
A warmth spreads through me. Not just from the tea or the heat in the roomโbut from something deeper. A spark of hope.
โYou remember that time we tried to build a treehouse in Dadโs backyard?โ he asks suddenly, grinning.
I laugh, full and real. โAnd we fell out of the tree the first day.โ
โBroke your arm. I thought Dad was going to kill me.โ
โYou cried more than I did,โ I tease.
He shakes his head, chuckling. โI thought I killed you.โ
The memories come flooding back, each one a thread pulling us closer. We talk for hours, until the city outside is silent and snow drifts gently against the windows.
Eventually, I stretch and yawn. โI should probably crash.โ
He stands, grabs a blanket from the hall closet. โTake the couch. Iโve got early meetings anyway.โ
โThanks.โ
He pauses. โHeyโฆ Donโt wait three years next time.โ
โI wonโt,โ I promise.
He hesitates, then walks over and pulls me into a hug. Tight, brotherly, long overdue.
โIโm glad you called,โ he murmurs.
โMe too.โ
When he disappears into his room, I curl up on the couch, blanket pulled to my chin, the peppermint tea still warm in my hands. My heart is full in a way it hasnโt been in years.
Outside, the snow falls quietly. Inside, something broken is beginning to heal.
And for the first time in a long time, I sleep peacefullyโknowing that somehow, without even realizing it, weโve found our way back to each other.




