I looked.
Etched into her skin was a tattoo of a black scorpion with a red tail. My blood ran cold. The world started to spin. Four years ago, Tim was in the backseat when his mother was hit.
He told the police the other driver got out, looked at the wreck, and ran away. He said she was wearing a tank top. He said she had a scorpion on her shoulder.
The police never found her. I stared at the woman I was about to marry. Carolynโs lip trembled. She didn’t deny it. “Tim?” she whispered, looking at my son. “You remember?”
“You killed my mom,” Tim screamed, tears streaming down his face. “You left us there!” I backed away, my heart pounding in my throat. “Is it true?” I asked, my voice barely a whisper.
“Did you kill her?” Carolyn reached into the pocket of her dress. I thought she was going for a weapon. I stepped in front of Tim. But she didn’t pull out a weapon.
She pulled out a folded piece of paper and handed it to me. “I didn’t kill her, David,” she said, tears finally spilling over. “I was the one she gave this note to before she took her last breath.” I unfolded the paper, and when I read the first sentence, I fell to my knees.
It was her handwriting.
“If I don’t make it, please tell David and Tim I love them more than anything in the world. Tell them I’m sorry I didn’t see it coming.”
I clutch the note like itโs the only thing keeping me from falling apart. It is her. Every loop and curve of her handwriting, the little heart above the โiโ in Timโs name โ itโs unmistakable. My breath catches in my throat as I stare up at Carolyn, whose tears now fall freely.
“But you ran,” I say, my voice raw, hollow. “You were thereโฆ and you ran.”
She nods, trembling. โI didnโt know who she was. I didnโt know youโฆ not then. I was driving home from a night shift. I was exhausted andโI didnโt even see the stop sign. I slammed the brakes, but it was too late.โ
The room is silent except for Timโs sobs behind me.
โShe was alive when I got out of the car,โ Carolyn continues, voice cracking. โBleeding, crushedโฆ but alive. She couldnโt talk. She just grabbed my hand, pushed that note into it, and whispered, โPlease.โ And then she was gone.โ
โWhy didnโt you stay?โ I shout, the echo bouncing off the chapel walls. โWhy didnโt you call an ambulance, orโฆ or give a damn?โ
โI panicked,โ she chokes. โI had just gotten out of jail for a DUI. One more strike, and I was done. No license, no job, no future. I thoughtโI thought I could disappear. So I ran.โ
I stare at her, everything inside me shattering into jagged pieces. โAnd nowโฆ now youโre marrying me? Raising my son?โ
โI didnโt know until months after we started dating,โ she whispers. โThat tattooโฆ I got it when I was stupid and twenty. I forgot all about it. When I saw your wifeโs photo on your mantel one night, Iโฆ I knew. But it was too late. I had already fallen for you. And for Tim.โ
Tim steps beside me now, still crying, his hand clinging to my sleeve.
โI was going to tell you, David. I swear. I justโฆ I kept waiting for the right moment.โ
โAnd instead you waited until now?โ I hiss. โAt our wedding?โ
โI thought if today came, I could finallyโฆ finally tell you everything. Face it. Ask for forgiveness. But I never expectedโโ she looks at Tim, her face crumbling, โโhim to remember.โ
โI remember everything,โ Tim spits. โYou walked away. You looked at her and left us there.โ
She kneels, right there in her wedding dress, in front of Tim. โI donโt expect forgiveness. Not from you. Not from anyone. I just want you to know Iโve lived every day since with regret. That moment destroyed me too. I tried to bury it, but it never left.โ
The priest stands frozen near the altar, uncertain. Guests whisper, some gasping, others filming. But the chapel feels smaller now, like itโs only the three of us โ broken, raw, exposed.
I rise slowly, the letter still clenched in my hand. โYou should have come forward. She deserved that much.โ
โI know.โ
โShe had a name. A son. A husband.โ
โI know.โ
Tim turns away, covering his face. I canโt read his expression โ rage, grief, betrayal โ maybe all of it at once. I feel the same.
The silence stretches, thick with pain. Then I hear footsteps โ fast ones โ and I turn just in time to see Tim run toward the door.
โTim!โ I call.
He doesnโt stop.
I run after him, catching up outside in the garden, where white chairs and rose petals now look like some twisted parody of joy. Heโs standing under the archway, breathing hard, fists clenched.
โI hate her,โ he mutters.
I say nothing.
โDad, how could you love her?โ
โI didnโt know,โ I say softly.
โBut now you do,โ he snaps, eyes blazing. โSo what are you going to do?โ
I stare up at the sky, trying to find an answer in the gray clouds overhead. I donโt have one. All I know is that Iโm standing at the altar of my second wedding, holding the last words my first wife ever wrote.
โShe didnโt kill your mom, Tim,โ I say. โBut she left her. Thatโs a kind of death too.โ
Tim swallows hard, wiping at his face with his sleeve. โYouโre not still going to marry her, are you?โ
I shake my head slowly. โNo.โ
He exhales sharply, a sound halfway between relief and disbelief.
โI need to talk to her,โ I say, โbut not as her fiancรฉ. As the man whose life she altered forever.โ
We walk back in silence.
Inside, Carolyn still kneels at the front, her bouquet discarded, makeup smudged and eyes distant. She looks up when we enter.
I donโt speak from the aisle. I walk down it. Stand right in front of her. Hand her the letter.
โIโm taking this to the police,โ I say. โYou shouldโve done that years ago.โ
She nods. โI will now. Iโll go with you.โ
โNot with me,โ I correct. โYouโll go on your own. And youโll tell them everything.โ
โI will,โ she whispers.
โI loved you,โ I say, the words bitter in my mouth. โBut that love came from a lie. I donโt know who you are anymore.โ
โI donโt either,โ she says. โBut I want to find out. The right way this time.โ
I nod. Tim stands beside me again, this time holding my hand. The wedding guests begin to stir, rising from their seats, murmuring. The spell is broken.
I turn to the priest. โThereโs not going to be a wedding today.โ
He simply nods, stepping back quietly.
Carolyn rises. Her movements are slow, like each one is a confession. She walks out the side door of the chapel without another word.
The silence lingers.
I donโt try to explain to the guests. Thereโs nothing to say.
Instead, I walk Tim back up the aisle and out into the overcast afternoon, the air thick with the scent of roses and something else โ grief, maybe. Or clarity.
Tim glances at me as we walk toward the car. โYou okay?โ
โNo,โ I say. โBut I will be.โ
He nods. โMe too.โ
We get into the car and sit for a while in the quiet. Just father and son. No bride. No music. No lies.
โIโm proud of you, Tim,โ I say after a while. โYou saved me from the worst mistake of my life.โ
He looks out the window, blinking fast. โI just remembered what she looked like. I couldnโt let youโฆ I couldnโt let her become Mom.โ
I nod. โYou did the right thing.โ
I put the key in the ignition, but I donโt start the car. We sit there, watching the guests leave, the confusion painted across their faces.
Eventually, I say, โHow about we go get some burgers?โ
Tim looks at me, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. โCan I get two milkshakes?โ
โOnly if I get one too.โ
He grins โ not the wide, careless grin of a kid without burdens, but the beginning of something healing.
And in that moment, under the dull gray sky, I realize weโre going to be okay.
Not today.
Not tomorrow.
But someday.
Together.




