A fallback code only his unit used when everything fell apart. โCoyote Gate Seven. Stand fast.โ His entire body โ And thatโs exactly when the monitors started his entire body goes still.
Not limp. Not unconscious. Just still.
The fists that had been clenched tight as combat knives suddenly ease open. His breath, ragged and shallow, steadies. The chaos in the room stalls, like a machine pausing mid-spin. Everyone stares as if theyโve just witnessed something supernatural. Mara doesnโt flinch. She doesnโt even look at the others. Her eyes are only on Loganโs.
His gaze locks on hers. His pupils are wide, his jaw clenched, but something in him has shifted. Recognition stirs. He blinks. Once. Twice. Then he croaks out a voice so raw itโs barely audible.
โWhereโd you hear that?โ
Mara leans closer, her voice low but firm. โIt doesnโt matter. Youโre safe now. Weโve got you.โ
โI said, whereโโ
โCoyote Gate Seven,โ she says again, slower. โStand fast. Reinforcements are here.โ
A single tear slips down his cheek. Just one. But it says more than any chart, any scan, any lab result ever could.
The doctors behind her are still frozen. Finally, one of them whispers, โWhat the hell just happened?โ
Mara doesnโt answer. She presses her hand gently to Loganโs shoulder. This time, he doesnโt flinch. He breathes. Deep. Real. Present. She nods to the lead trauma surgeon. โYou can begin now.โ
Still unsure, the doctor approaches, syringe in hand. Mara keeps her palm on Loganโs shoulder, her body a quiet anchor. He watches the syringe, nostrils flaring, and she immediately says, โItโs not a threat. Itโs for the pain. You can say no.โ
He grits his teeth. โHow do I know itโs not something else?โ
โBecause I would never let that happen,โ she says simply. โAnd because we donโt leave our own behind.โ
Itโs that last sentence that breaks him.
He nodsโbarely. The doctor injects the medication. The beeping stabilizes.
An hour later, Logan Cross is cleaned, stabilized, and resting. But Mara doesnโt leave his side. She sits in the dim corner of his room, not speaking, not asking questions. Just there. And thatโs why, when his eyes open again, the first thing he says is, โYou were never in my unit. Iโd remember you.โ
Mara smiles faintly. โNo. I wasnโt. But I know someone who was.โ
โWho?โ
โMy brother. Corporal Jace Lynwood. KIA, two years ago. Operation Ash Vulture.โ
Logan sucks in a sharp breath. โJaceโฆ He was our comms tech.โ
Mara nods slowly, emotion swimming just beneath her composed exterior. โHe used to write to me about you. Said you were the one who always volunteered for the worst patrols, just so the younger guys could sleep a little longer.โ
Logan closes his eyes. โI remember that op. We lost four. I didnโt know Jace had a sister.โ
โHe talked about me non-stop,โ she says, smiling. โI think half your unit knew I had a peanut allergy and liked horror movies.โ
His lip twitches, the shadow of a smile. โHe kept a photo of you in his helmet.โ
She nods again, this time blinking quickly. โI buried it with him.โ
Silence stretches between them, not awkwardโheavy. Thick with memories, with ghosts, with things unsaid. Until Logan speaks again.
โThat codeโฆ Only five people knew it.โ
Mara meets his eyes. โHe told me once. Said if I ever needed to bring someone back from the edge, those four words would do it.โ
He swallows hard. โIt did.โ
And then, for the first time since arriving at the hospital, Logan sleeps without thrashing.
Word spreads. Doctors, nurses, even custodians whisper about the quiet nurse who calmed the Marine captain with a code no one understood. But Mara doesnโt bask in it. She doesnโt explain. She goes back to her rounds like nothing happenedโexcept she checks on Logan every shift.
Every day, heโs a little more present. Less haunted. He lets people near. He eats. He even jokes once, dryly, when a physical therapist brings in crutches: โWhat, no tank?โ
Mara chuckles. โI could requisition one from Pediatrics. Theyโve got a plastic one that blows bubbles.โ
He snorts. โPass. Iโve got enough bubbles in my lungs.โ
One morning, after nearly a week, Logan is sitting up, pale but upright. Mara walks in, expecting to do her usual quiet check-in. Instead, heโs holding a folded piece of paper.
โThought you should have this,โ he says.
She takes it, unfolds it. Her breath catches. Itโs a field sketchโrough, smudged, but unmistakable. Her, laughing, caught mid-laugh with a hand over her mouth. The details are blurred, but the warmth in it is clear.
โHe sketched that?โ she asks, voice cracking.
โYeah. Said he was trying to draw the way you sounded when you were happy.โ
Mara presses the paper to her chest. โThank you.โ
โI think heโd like that you were the one who pulled me back,โ Logan says. โHe always said you were stubborn enough to knock sense into a brick wall.โ
She smirks. โOr a captain.โ
โSame thing.โ
She starts to say somethingโthen stops. Instead, she just looks at him, really looks, and sees something she hadnโt dared hope for.
Hope. Not just survival. But a flicker of want. Of life.
Logan nods toward the window. โThey tell me Iโll be transferred to rehab in two days. Military center.โ
โGood,โ she says. โYouโll get stronger there.โ
He shifts in the bed, then looks up at her. โYou ever think about transferring?โ
She raises an eyebrow. โTo where?โ
โWherever I end up.โ
The words hang there. Vulnerable. Real.
โI donโt usually follow patients around the country,โ she replies lightly.
He nods. โRight. Just thought Iโd ask.โ
She studies him. The way heโs sittingโguarded, but open. Like a man trying to remember how to be part of the world again.
โTell you what,โ she says. โYou walk out of this hospital on your own two feetโฆ Iโll think about it.โ
A grin spreads across his face. Itโs the first time sheโs seen him truly smile. โDeal.โ
Two days later, the entire floor gathers in silence as Logan, bruised, bandaged, but standing tall, takes slow, painful steps toward the transport waiting to take him to rehab.
No one cheers. No one claps. Itโs not that kind of moment.
Itโs bigger.
As he reaches the exit, he turns. Mara is leaning against the wall, arms crossed, watching. He salutes. She returns it, crisp and sure.
Then she turns and walks awayโback to her shift, back to her world.
But tucked into her scrub pocket is a new sketch.
Logan. Smiling. Alive.
Drawn by her own hand the night before.
She doesnโt know yet if sheโll transfer. Or what comes next. But she knows this: she stood at the edge of a manโs war and didnโt flinch.
And for both of themโฆ thatโs where healing starts.



