My mom never liked my wife. On my wedding day, she cried, โSon, sheโs not the one for you!โ I said, โOne day, youโll love her too!โ She didnโt argue. Just nodded. Two years later, Mom died. Sudden stroke. No warning. I went to empty her house.
I froze when I looked under her bed. She had beenโฆ
โฆwriting letters. Dozens of them. Stacked neatly in an old wooden box, yellowed with time but meticulously organized by date. My name was on each envelope. Some had tear stains. Others had lipstick smudges. All were unopened.
I sit cross-legged on the floor, suddenly aware of how quiet the house is. My fingers tremble as I pick up the top letter. The date is one week after our wedding. I recognize her handwriting immediatelyโloopy, neat, elegant. My throat tightens.
โDear Matthew,โ it begins.
โI didnโt want to cry that day, but I couldnโt stop myself. I saw the way you looked at her, and I knew I had lost you. Not to her, but to time. To the man youโre becoming, to the life youโre building. Still, I pray that Iโm wrong about herโฆโ
I blink hard. My chest clenches.
I read another. And another. Over the next two hours, I go through at least twenty letters. They aren’t full of hatred, like I feared. They are full of conflict. Pain. Doubt. She wants to believe in Emmaโmy wifeโbut she sees shadows where I see light. She describes moments. Things I never noticed. A forced smile here. A quiet tension there. She talks about overheard phone calls, late nights when Emma thought no one was listening.
One letter from a year ago makes my blood run cold.
โMatthew, I donโt know how to tell you this. Iโm not well. Something isnโt right. I feel dizzy sometimes. Iโm forgetting things. I think Emma knows. She brought me tea the other day, and I swear it smelled off. I poured it down the drain when she wasnโt looking. Maybe Iโm paranoid, but Matthew… if anything happens to me, please donโt just assume it was natural.โ
I drop the letter. The room spins. My momโs words echo in my head like a scream from the grave.
Did she thinkโฆ Emma was poisoning her?
No. Thatโs insane. Emma wouldnโtโcouldnโtโdo something like that. She was always so kind to my mother, even when the tension between them was sharp enough to cut glass. But then again… maybe too kind. Always bringing food. Drinks. Offering to โhelpโ manage Momโs medications when we visited. I remember once seeing her empty a capsule and refill it with powder, saying, โYour mom doesnโt like swallowing pills, Iโm just helping.โ
I never questioned it.
I stumble to my feet, heart pounding. I grab the entire box of letters, shove it in my duffel bag, and race out of the house. I drive home like a madman, every red light a suggestion, every second heavier than the last. When I pull into our driveway, the porch light is already on. Emma steps outside, smiling.
โHey, babe,โ she says sweetly, โYouโre back early. Everything okay?โ
I canโt answer. I just stare at her. At her perfect posture. Her calm voice. Her unbothered face.
โEverythingโs fine,โ I lie. โJust tired. I found some of Momโs old stuff. Gonna look through it.โ
She nods and leans in to kiss me. Her lips are warm, softโfamiliarโbut now I feel like Iโm kissing a stranger.
That night, after she falls asleep, I tiptoe to the garage and dig through our storage cabinets. I find the box of Momโs medications we packed up after her death. Some expired. Some unopened. One is labeled โDiazepamโโa sedative. I remember Emma insisting the doctor approved it.
Something inside me snaps.
I drive to the hospital first thing the next morning. I ask for a toxicology report. They tell me none was doneโMom’s death was ruled a natural stroke. I demand they revisit it. They wonโt. Not without cause.
But I have cause now. I have letters.
I go to the police.
The officer listens patiently. He reads a few of the letters. He tells me itโs โconcerning,โ but without proof of poisoning or physical evidence, thereโs not much they can do. I ask if they can exhume her body. He winces.
โThatโs a serious request,โ he says. โAnd expensive. Youโd need legal grounds.โ
I leave with a card, a case number, and a hollow ache in my chest.
Back home, Emma is in the kitchen making tea.
โWant some?โ she asks, holding out a cup.
My fingers hesitate near the handle.
โWhat kind is it?โ I ask.
โChamomile,โ she smiles. โYour favorite.โ
I take it. But I donโt drink.
Instead, I excuse myself and flush it down the upstairs sink. My hands are shaking.
I canโt live like this. With this doubt. This slow, creeping fear that the woman I love mightโve done something monstrous. I start to watch her. Closely. I set up a small camera in the kitchenโjust a cheap one, tucked in a vent. I check the footage daily.
Three days later, I see something that makes my blood freeze again.
Emma is at the counter. She pours tea. Reaches into her pocket. Sprinkles something from a small silver vial into the cup. It dissolves instantly. She stirs. Then she pours a second cupโclean.
She labels the cups with our initials.
She brings me the first one.
I stare at the screen in disbelief.
I confront her that night.
She doesnโt cry. Doesnโt deny it. Instead, she looks tired. And angry.
โYou never listened to her,โ she says coldly. โYou were always her little boy. I tried to be patient. I tried to be the wife you needed. But she made me feel worthless. Like I was stealing you from her. And you just let her!โ
My voice breaks. โSo you drugged her?โ
โShe was losing her mind,โ Emma snaps. โShe was paranoid. Unstable. I only gave her something to calm down. She begged for peaceโI gave it to her.โ
โYou couldโve told me. You couldโve helped her, notโฆ this!โ
โShe was poisoning us, Matthew. Donโt you see? Every bitter word. Every sideways glance. You think this marriage couldโve survived with her between us?โ
I take a step back.
I donโt know who this woman is anymore.
The police come the next morning. I show them the footage. The vial. The letters. They open a case. Emma is arrested.
I sit alone in the living room, surrounded by silence. My phone buzzes with messages from friends, family, the media. I ignore them all.
I open the last letter. The one dated a week before she died.
โMatthew, if youโre reading this, then maybe Iโm gone. I hope Iโm wrong. I hope I lived long enough to see you happy. To see you smile without that shadow behind your eyes. I tried to love her. I did. But I couldnโt shake the feeling that something wasnโt right. Maybe thatโs my failure as a mother. Or maybe it was my last gift to youโthis doubt. This warning. Either way, know this: I loved you more than anything. And I always will.โ
I cry. For the first time in years, I cry like a child.
A week later, I visit her grave. The wind rustles the leaves. The sun filters through the branches. I kneel, run my fingers over her name etched in stone, and whisper, โIโm sorry, Mom. I shouldโve listened.โ
She doesnโt answer. But the silence feels lighter.
Peaceful.
I walk away knowing the truth. And that truth, no matter how painful, sets me free.




