THEY TOLD ME “REAL PILOTS ONLY

The recruit’s jaw hit the floor. But the color drained from his face completely when Mercer turned to the class and told them exactly who I was This,โ€ Mercer growls, voice cutting like a knife through dead air, โ€œis Lieutenant Commander Amelia Hart. Call sign Phoenix One. Ten years combat. Three tours. Five confirmed enemy kills. And the only pilot in this building who’s flown the Black Talon at Mach 3.7 and lived to talk about it.โ€

You could hear a pin drop. The recruitโ€™s mouth is still hanging open like a broken trapdoor.

I take another sip of my coffee, slowly. Lukewarm or not, it suddenly tastes a hell of a lot sweeter.

Mercer sweeps his gaze over the room. โ€œIf any of you think youโ€™re hotshots, think again. This woman wrote the damn handbook you’re pretending to understand. Sheโ€™s not here to take notes. Sheโ€™s here to decide who among you gets to stay.โ€

The silence deepens. Not even a chair creaks.

โ€œCarry on,โ€ Mercer says, and with a crisp nod to me, he strides out like a storm that came and went.

I stand, setting my coffee down on the desk, and walk to the front of the room. All eyes follow, wide and blinking like theyโ€™ve just realized theyโ€™re not at the top of the food chain.

โ€œLetโ€™s clear one thing up,โ€ I say, voice low but steady. โ€œYou think you’re ready to fly? Maybe you are. But in the sky, attitude doesnโ€™t keep you alive. Training does. Discipline does. Respect does.โ€

I pause in front of the recruit who called me โ€œsweetie.โ€ His name tag reads Coleman. His Adamโ€™s apple bobs.

I lean close, just enough for him to feel the heat of the truth. โ€œAnd if you ever call me sweetie again, Coleman, Iโ€™ll personally fly you back to your mamaโ€™s porch and make you apologize for wasting government funding.โ€

Someone in the back snorts, tries to cover it up as a cough. Coleman shrinks.

โ€œAlright,โ€ I snap, turning back to the projector. โ€œLetโ€™s talk about controlled stall maneuvers and why two of you will end up in the water if you donโ€™t pay attention.โ€

The briefing continues, and I can feel the energy shifting. Now, they listen. Eyes are sharp, pencils move fast. Even Coleman stops fidgeting.

An hour later, weโ€™re on the tarmac. The sun beats down hard on the silver jets lined like knives ready for war. The recruits gather in formation, helmets under arms, and I walk down the line, inspecting them like Iโ€™m choosing soldiers for a mission that only half of them will survive.

I stop at the end, where three Talon-class prototypes wait, humming quietly. Todayโ€™s exercise isnโ€™t in the simulator. This oneโ€™s real air.

Mercer joins me. He hands me a helmet. โ€œI put you with the top three from last monthโ€™s evaluations. Letโ€™s see what theyโ€™re really made of.โ€

I nod, slipping on the helmet. The HUD inside flickers to life, green data swimming across the visor. My fingers tighten around the edge of the cockpit. The jet is familiar, like a second skin.

We lift off in staggered formation. Wind, speed, freedom. My heart kicks in rhythm with the afterburner. The boys try to keep up, engines screaming behind me like theyโ€™re chasing ghosts.

I take them through a combat patternโ€”dives, rolls, fake missile locksโ€”and each move peels away their bravado like layers of cheap paint. One drops too low. Another cuts a turn late and disappears from radar. Now itโ€™s just me and Coleman.

Of course it is.

Heโ€™s still behind me, struggling to match my rhythm. I push harder, flipping the jet into a vertical spiral that climbs fast and mean. Coleman jerks his jet into a climb, chasing me, but I can already see itโ€”heโ€™s late. Heโ€™s off-balance. Heโ€™s about to learn a hard lesson.

At the apex, I kill my engines. Silence floods the cockpit. The jet flips belly-up and begins to fall like a feather made of steel.

Coleman blows past me.

I reignite.

Roaring back to life, Iโ€™m behind him now, locking him in my sights. Missile tone chirps once.

Beep. Beep. Beep. Lock.

โ€œDead,โ€ I say calmly over comms. โ€œYouโ€™re dead, Coleman.โ€

He breathes heavy. โ€œCopy that,โ€ he mutters, subdued.

We land fifteen minutes later. He doesnโ€™t speak to me. He doesnโ€™t have to. That flight humbled him better than any speech ever could.

Later that evening, Mercer finds me in the hangar, wiping down the fuselage with a cloth.

โ€œYou smoked them,โ€ he says, handing me a cold bottle of water.

โ€œThey needed it,โ€ I reply, glancing back toward the barracks. โ€œToo much swagger. Not enough skill.โ€

โ€œColemanโ€™s not bad,โ€ Mercer admits. โ€œHeโ€™s rough around the edges, but Iโ€™ve seen worse.โ€

โ€œHeโ€™s got potential,โ€ I agree, โ€œif he can learn that ego doesnโ€™t fly the plane.โ€

He chuckles. โ€œYou ever think about training full-time?โ€

โ€œI train every time I fly,โ€ I say.

Mercer nods, understanding. Then he leans in a little. โ€œYou know theyโ€™ve been talking about Orion again.โ€

I freeze.

The Orion Project. Classified. High-risk. Hypersonic recon and defense. Last I heard, the program was scrapped after a test pilot blacked out during a 9G maneuver and never woke up.

โ€œTheyโ€™re bringing it back?โ€ I ask.

โ€œOnly if we get someone crazy enough to test it.โ€

โ€œYou know what that means.โ€

Mercer smiles. โ€œThatโ€™s why I told them you were in the building.โ€

The next day, Iโ€™m standing in a separate hangar, staring at a jet that doesnโ€™t belong in this decade. Sleek, matte-black. Wings curved like a predator in mid-dive. No markings. No serial numbers.

Just like the legends.

A tech team is already swarming around it, checking hydraulics, programming flight paths, whispering like theyโ€™re handling a ghost.

โ€œYou sure about this?โ€ Mercer asks, arms folded.

โ€œNope,โ€ I say, climbing the ladder. โ€œBut thatโ€™s never stopped me before.โ€

The cockpit is tighter than what Iโ€™m used to. More digital, less mechanical. The moment I sit down, the HUD wraps around me like a cocoon of green fire.

โ€œPhoenix One,โ€ the comms buzz, โ€œyou are cleared for vertical takeoff. Confirm when ready.โ€

I take a breath. Deep. Grounded. Then I whisper into the mic: โ€œPhoenix One, lighting the sky.โ€

The thrusters ignite with a silent fury, and I feel the beast rise beneath me like a dragon waking up. Straight up, no runway. Gravity presses me down, but adrenaline pulls me higher.

Ten thousand feet. Twenty. Thirty.

The world bends below. Curves above. And suddenly, Iโ€™m touching the edge of space.

โ€œAltitude nominal. Speed increasing. Mach 3.2… Mach 3.6โ€ฆโ€

The plane hums like itโ€™s alive. I grip the stick tighter.

โ€œMach 4.โ€

The moment stretches. Everything around me dissolves into a blur of light and sky and sound so distant it might as well be silence.

And then the alarm pings.

Hydraulic pressureโ€”dropping.

I scan quickly. Backup systems arenโ€™t responding. The pitch begins to tilt.

โ€œControl, Iโ€™m getting instability in the yawโ€”manual overrideโ€™s not kicking in!โ€

โ€œAbort if needed,โ€ the voice says.

I donโ€™t. I never do.

I switch to emergency bleed valves, dumping just enough thrust to slow the drop. Altitude drops fast. Clouds whip past. Air howls. My vision starts to tunnel.

I grit my teeth. I donโ€™t blackout. Not today.

With a grunt, I angle the jet, forcing it into a wide spiral, losing altitude while bleeding speed. Warning lights flash like a carnival from hell. But Iโ€™m still flying.

Barely.

Ten minutes later, I bring the jet down with a scream of brakes and a trail of scorched rubber. The landing isnโ€™t pretty, but itโ€™s a landing.

Mercer is already running toward me as I climb out, legs shaking, suit drenched with sweat.

โ€œYouโ€™re insane,โ€ he says, half laughing, half scowling.

โ€œYeah,โ€ I whisper, โ€œbut I did it.โ€

The tech team swarms the jet. Engineers mutter, already analyzing the data. But all I care about is the sky I just carved through.

By the time I return to the barracks, the recruits are outside, standing in formation again. Even Coleman.

They salute as I pass.

I stop, face them, and nod. โ€œTomorrow,โ€ I say, โ€œwe fly again.โ€

Coleman steps forward.

โ€œLieutenant Commander,โ€ he says, voice steady, โ€œpermission to speak freely.โ€

โ€œGranted.โ€

โ€œI was wrong yesterday. About you. About everything.โ€

I nod. โ€œYouโ€™re not the first. You wonโ€™t be the last.โ€

โ€œI want to learn from you,โ€ he says. โ€œI want to be better.โ€

Now thatโ€™s the real test. Not how they fly. Not how fast they talk. But what they do after theyโ€™ve been grounded by their own arrogance.

โ€œYou will,โ€ I say. โ€œIf you can keep up.โ€

Behind me, the Orion waits in the hangar like a shadow too fast for the sun.

Above us, the sky is clear and endless.

And tomorrow, we chase it again.