Iโve been driving freight since I was nineteen, and when childcare got too expensive, I just strapped a car seat into the rig and brought Micah with me. Heโs two nowโsharp, stubborn, and already knows how to radio-check better than some new hires.
Itโs not exactly conventional, but he loves the road. The noise, the movement, the steady rhythm of tires on asphalt. And honestly? Having him close helps with the loneliness.
We wear matching hi-vis jackets, share snacks, and sing the same off-key songs every stretch of highway. Most days blur togetherโtruck stops, delivery docks, refueling routines.
But last week, right outside Amarillo, something happened.
Weโd stopped at a rest area just before sunset. I was checking the trailer straps while Micah sat on the curb, humming to himself and playing with his toy dump truck.
Then he looked up at meโout of nowhereโand said, โMama, when is he coming back?โ
I blinked. โWho, baby?โ
Micah pointed toward the cab. โThe man who sits up front. He was here yesterday.โ
I froze.
Because weโd been alone. Weโre always alone. I donโt let anyone else in that truck. Ever.
I knelt beside him. โWhat man, Micah?โ
He didnโt seem scared. Just matter-of-fact. โThe one who gave me the paper. He said itโs for you.โ
I checked the cab. Nothing obvious. But later, when I opened the glove box to get my logbook, there it was.
A folded piece of paper.
Micahโs name written across the front.
And insideโ
It was a sketch.
Done in pencil, simple but careful. It was of Micah and me, sitting together in the cab. Micah was holding his toy truck, and I had one hand on the wheel and the other reaching back to hand him an apple slice.
At the bottom was a note: โKeep going. Heโs proud of you.โ
No name. No explanation. Just that.
I stared at it for a long while, heart pounding in my chest like a drum. I didnโt know what to make of it. I didnโt tell Micah. I didnโt want to scare him.
Instead, I folded it up and put it in the visor, trying to shake the chill crawling up my spine. Maybe someone at the last stop had gotten too close. Maybe it was a weird joke. Maybe it meant nothing.
But the next morning, as we rolled out of Amarillo, I glanced at Micah in the mirror. He was watching the passenger seat again, like he expected someone to be there.
That night, I parked behind a diner in New Mexico. I didnโt sleep much. I locked the cab from the inside and kept my arm across Micah as he snuggled close. Every sound outside made me flinch.
The drawing haunted meโnot because it was creepy, but because it felt familiar. I couldnโt place it, but something about the handwriting stirred a memory I couldnโt quite catch.
Three days later, we hit a patch of bad weather near Flagstaff. Hail the size of marbles, slick roads, poor visibility. I pulled into a truck stop early, figuring Iโd wait it out.
While I fueled up, an older guy in a dusty flannel approached me. He looked like heโd seen too many winters, face creased and eyes tired.
โYou the one with the little boy?โ he asked.
I nodded, instantly alert.
He hesitated, then said, โYou might want to talk to Dottie inside. She saw something strange yesterday. About your truck.โ
My stomach dropped.
Inside the diner, Dottie turned out to be a petite woman with silver hair and the kind of stare that could shut up a room.
She took one look at me and said, โYou the driver with the toddler?โ
โYes,โ I said, heart thudding. โWhat did you see?โ
Dottie wiped her hands on a towel and leaned closer. โYesterday evening, I was closing up. Your rig was parked out back. I saw a man standing by the passenger side. Tall, beard, worn denim jacket. Looked like he was talking to someone inside.โ
I stared. โThere was no one there. We werenโt even in the truck then.โ
She raised a brow. โWell, someone was. Because I walked out to ask if he needed something, and poofโhe was gone. Like he just stepped backward into the dark and disappeared.โ
I swallowed hard. โDid he leave anything?โ
She paused. โCome with me.โ
Out back, near where Iโd parked, she reached into a weathered mailbox near the side door. โI found this shoved in here this morning.โ
It was another folded paper.
This one had no name, but when I opened it, it showed another sketchโMicah asleep on my chest, and me staring out the windshield, tear tracks on my cheeks.
The words below it read: โYouโre not alone. You never were.โ
My knees went weak.
I thanked her, barely able to speak, and carried Micah back to the truck with shaking hands.
That night, I pulled off onto a quiet gravel road off the highway. I needed time to think. I needed space.
After Micah fell asleep, I sat in the driverโs seat, clutching the drawings, staring out at the desert sky.
And finally, it clicked.
The handwriting. The lines of the sketch. The way Micah kept saying โhe.โ
It looked just like drawings my brother used to make when we were kids.
My older brother, Jordan. Heโd been my protector growing up. He died in a wreck six years agoโhit by a drunk driver on his way home from night shift.
He never got to meet Micah.
I started to cry, the kind that shakes your whole body. Because whether you believe in ghosts or not, something inside me knew. It was him.
Micah stirred in his sleep, murmured something I couldnโt catch, then rolled over with a soft smile.
I didnโt know how to explain it. Still donโt.
But after that night, things started to change.
Not in any flashy, ghost-story kind of way. No flickering lights or cold spots. Justโฆ signs.
Micah would say things like โUncle Jo says slow down,โ right before Iโd nearly miss a turn or hit a patch of black ice.
A toy I thought was lost would show up in the glove box.
And every now and then, another sketch would appearโalways when I needed it most.
One time, after a particularly hard delivery in Missouri when I was exhausted and broke and considering quitting altogether, I found one tucked inside Micahโs coloring book.
It was of me, standing tall beside my rig, sun rising behind me. And the words: โKeep driving. Youโre building something beautiful.โ
I kept them all. There are nine now. Each one like a whisper from somewhere beyond the noise and diesel and dust.
The last one came just a few days ago, outside Sacramento.
Weโd pulled into a quiet rest stop. I was tired. Micah was cranky. I was questioning everything againโwhether this was the right life for him, whether I was doing more harm than good.
When I opened the fridge in the cab, taped to the milk carton, was another note.
No sketch this time. Just a sentence.
โHeโll remember thisโyour strength, your love. Not the miles.โ
And thatโs when I decided to tell this story.
Because I think sometimes the road gives back. In strange, quiet ways.
Not everything can be explained. And maybe thatโs okay.
All I know is, Iโm still out here. Still driving. Still raising Micah the best way I know how.
And sometimes, when the night stretches long and the highway hums soft beneath us, I feel like Iโm not doing it alone.
I feel like Jordanโs still riding shotgun.
So if youโve ever lost someone but still feel them nearโlisten.
Look around.
You might just find a note in the glove box too.
And if you do, hold on to it.
Because love doesnโt always leave. Sometimes, it just changes seats.
If this story touched you, share it. Maybe someone else out there needs a reminder that theyโre not as alone as they think.
And if youโve ever gotten a signโsubtle or strangeโIโd love to hear it.
Who knows? Maybe theyโre all out there together, riding beside us.
One mile at a time.




