At forty, I found out I had cancer. One moment, I was planning Hazelโs birthday party and balancing work deadlines, and the next, I was sitting in a doctorโs office, hearing words that sent my entire world into a tailspin.
My husband, Nathan, tried at first. He sat beside me at appointments, held my hand during chemo, and reassured me that weโd get through this together. But as the months passed and my hair fell out, as my body grew weak and unrecognizable, he changed. The man who once told me heโd love me through sickness and health became distant, silent.
Then, one evening, he came home and told me he was taking Hazel to his motherโs for a while. โItโs too hard for her to see you like this,โ he said. โSheโs just a little girl, Celeste. She doesnโt understand.โ
I wanted to fight him, to argue that Hazel needed me, sick or not. But I barely had the strength to lift my arms, let alone engage in a battle. So, I let them go, believing his promise that it was temporary.
The weeks stretched into months. My phone calls went unanswered, my messages left on read. My home, once filled with Hazelโs giggles, became unbearably quiet. Then, one day, an envelope arrived in the mail. Divorce papers.
Nathan had moved on.
He had fallen in love with someone elseโsomeone healthy, someone whole. And worst of all, he had fought for and won full custody of Hazel. The court deemed me unfit because I was sick, my future uncertain. I moved back with my parents, thinking the battle was over. But it wasnโt. I fought. Not just for my life, but for my daughter.
I endured the pain, the endless treatments, the days where I could barely move. And I survived. I beat cancer. The day I got the news, I weptโnot just for myself, but for Hazel. I was finally strong enough to be her mother again.
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When I showed up at Nathanโs house for my scheduled weekend with Hazel, my heart pounded with anticipation. I knocked, expecting to see my daughterโs face light up. But instead, the door opened to reveal SarahโNathanโs new wife.
She looked me up and down, then sighed. โYou? Canโt help. Youโre not seeing Hazel.โ
My breath caught. โWhat?! But why?! Today is my day!โ
She hesitated, glancing over her shoulder before stepping outside and pulling the door shut behind her. โOh God, did Nathan not call you? Listen, we decided that your daughter is better off staying with us. Sheโs settled. She has a routine. Seeing you will only confuse her.โ
The words slammed into me. โNo,โ I whispered, shaking my head. โThatโs not your decision to make. I have the right to see my daughter.โ
Sarah sighed, arms crossed. โLook, Celeste. I know this is hard for you, but Hazel barely even remembers you. Weโre her family now.โ
I felt my stomach drop. No. No, that couldnโt be true. Hazel was my little girl, my baby. She had to remember me.
Anger and desperation fueled me as I pushed past her, stepping into the house. โHazel!โ I called, my voice shaking. โHazel, itโs Mommy!โ
A small figure peeked around the corner, her curly brown hair tied in pigtails. My heart nearly stopped.
โHazel,โ I choked out, my arms reaching for her. But she just stared at me, her big blue eyes uncertain.
Then, she turned to Sarah. โMommy?โ
I felt like the floor had been ripped out from beneath me. Sarah had taken my place. Nathan had let it happen. My own daughter didnโt even recognize me.
Tears blurred my vision, but I steadied myself. I refused to crumble. I knelt, forcing a smile through the pain. โHazel, sweetheart, do you remember me? Itโs Mommy. I love you so much.โ
She hesitated, fidgeting with the hem of her dress. โDaddy saidโฆ he said you were gone.โ
Gone. They told her I was gone.
Fury burned through my veins, but I forced myself to stay calm. โNo, baby. I was sick, but I got better. I fought so I could be with you again.โ
Hazel glanced between me and Sarah, confusion written all over her face. Then, slowly, she took a tiny step forward. โYou got better?โ
I nodded, my hands trembling. โYes, sweetheart. And I missed you every single day.โ
For a long moment, Hazel just looked at me. Then, she did something that shattered my heart into a million piecesโshe reached for me.
I scooped her up, holding her so tightly I thought I might never let go. She smelled like vanilla and sunshine, just as I remembered. I buried my face in her curls, blinking back tears.
โI love you, Hazel,โ I whispered. โIโll always love you.โ
She pulled back slightly, looking at me with those same blue eyes I had memorized the day she was born. โCan you stay?โ she asked.
Sarah cleared her throat, shifting uncomfortably. โHazel, honey, letโsโโ
โNo,โ I cut her off, standing my ground. โI have a right to see my daughter. And I will fight again if I have to.โ
Nathan appeared then, standing in the hallway, looking guilty as hell. โCeleste,โ he started, but I shook my head.
โYou stole her from me,โ I said, my voice strong. โBut Iโm here now. And Iโm not going anywhere.โ
โI just thought this way would be easier if something happened to you,โ he confessed. For the first time, Nathan looked ashamed. Maybe, just maybe, he realized what he had done.
It took time. It took lawyers and more heartache than I ever thought I could endure. But I didnโt give up. And eventually, I got shared custody of Hazel.
Our relationship didnโt snap back like a rubber band. It took patience, love, and countless bedtime stories to rebuild what had been stolen from us. But one day, as I tucked Hazel into bed in my new apartment, she reached up and cupped my face with her tiny hands.
โI love you, Mommy,โ she whispered.
And in that moment, every battle had been worth it.
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