He dropped to his knees in the mud, tears forming in his eyes, because he knew that specific tattoo was only worn by the man who had
only worn by the man who had dragged him out of a hellhole in Kandahar, bleeding and half-blind, back when the world still made sense.
He opens his mouth, but nothing comes out.
Curtis, still on the ground, stares in stunned silence. The rest of the platoon is frozen. Nobody moves. The sun beats down, sweat stings cuts, but no one dares breathe wrong. All eyes are on me โ on the tattoo โ the one no civilian, no regular soldier, no poser could possibly know about, let alone wear.
I step forward slowly, each movement deliberate, controlled. My boots sink slightly into the mud as I close the distance between us.
“You left him there,” I say, voice low but clear. โYou left him to die.โ
Vance shakes his head like heโs trying to wake from a nightmare. โNo… no, I didnโt know. We were ambushedโ”
โWe had orders to hold that ridge for thirty minutes. You pulled out in twelve.โ
โThat ridge was a bloodbath!โ
โAnd you left six men behind. Including your radioman. Including me.โ
Silence crashes down heavier than any explosion. Some of the recruits glance at each other, trying to piece together the impossible. Colonel Vance? Cowardice? Abandoning men?
“You died,” he says finally, his voice brittle. โI saw the report. You were listed KIA.โ
โI made sure of it,โ I reply, deadpan. โIt was the only way I could vanish. Only way I could find the ones who sold us out. And the only way I could come back to look you in the eye.โ
He bows his head, mud creeping up his knees. The image is almost biblical. A man crushed by his own sins, kneeling before the ghost he left behind.
โI buried you in my mind,โ he says, still not looking up. โEvery night. Every damn night. But the coordinatesโthose were classified. Only someone in that unitโฆโ
โExactly,โ I cut in. โThe Black Wing. Shadow operatives assigned to the dirtiest corners of the war. You donโt forget the people in those ops. You can’t. And you sure as hell donโt abandon them.โ
Someone in the platoon whispers, โBlack Wing?โ
Curtis sits up, rubbing his jaw. โThat unitโs a myth,โ he mutters.
โNo,โ I say, peeling the rest of my torn shirt down, revealing a second tattoo beneath the first โ a raven pierced by a blade. The platoon collectively inhales. Curtis’s eyes go wide. โThis was only given to the ones who made it out of Operation Iron Wasp alive.โ
Vance finally meets my gaze. His voice is a whisper now, fragile as glass. โWhat do you want?โ
The rage I’ve held for so long threatens to boil over. My fists clench, knuckles white. But I didnโt come back for revenge. Not really.
โI want the truth,โ I say. โAnd I want these men to know it.โ
He shudders. His lips tremble. โIt wasnโt supposed to happen like that. We had orders to fall back. Intel said the site was compromised. They didnโt tell us you were still in the zone.โ
โBullshit,โ I snap. โThe last radio transmission from my team was clear: โStill holding. No extraction yet. Holding coordinates.โ You heard it. You killed it.โ
Vance presses his hands to his face. For a moment, the proud, barking colonel is gone โ replaced by a crumpled shell of a man. โI panicked. I thought if I pulled out early, I could get back-up, circle aroundโ”
โYou ran,โ I say flatly.
His hands drop. He doesnโt deny it.
I look at the stunned recruits. โHe left us. The man youโre supposed to follow into battle. The one barking orders and mocking you in the yard. He ran when it counted.โ
โYou donโt understand,โ Vance hisses suddenly, his pride snapping like a brittle bone. โThat opโฆ it was a setup. Half the brass were using it to cover their tracks. If I had stayed, we all wouldโve died.โ
โSome of us did.โ My voice shakes now, but not from anger โ from memory. โReed bled out in my arms. Sanchez didnโt scream. He just stared up at the sky, blinking like he thought someone might still come for him. No one did.โ
Vance looks like heโs been shot. โI thoughtโ I thought it would disappear. That no one would ever dig it up.โ
โWell,โ I say, stepping back and reaching into my waistband, pulling out a thin, black notebook, โyou thought wrong.โ
I toss it at his feet. It lands with a slap in the mud. He stares at it like itโs radioactive.
โThatโs everything. Transcripts. Locations. Testimonies. Iโve been gathering them for years. Youโre not the only one I tracked down. This wasnโt about just you. But you were the start.โ
โWhat are you going to do with it?โ he whispers.
โI already sent copies to Internal Oversight. Military Intel. Hell, even a few journalists. They know the names. They know the operations. And now they know who gave the orders.โ
He looks like he might faint. Curtis stands slowly, eyes wide. โIs this why you enlisted under an alias?โ
โYes,โ I say. โBecause the only way to destroy a system is from the inside.โ
Vance exhales shakily, like heโs breathing for the first time in years. โTheyโll come for me.โ
โTheyโll come for all of you.โ
He nods, finally understanding.
โBut I didnโt come here to destroy you,โ I say quietly. โI came to show these men what it looks like to stand your ground.โ
I turn to the platoon. Every pair of eyes is locked on me, no longer seeing a โweakโ recruit. They see the truth โ something forged in the dark, sharpened by betrayal, and returned with a purpose.
โYou donโt earn respect by yelling,โ I tell them. โYou earn it by showing up. By bleeding for the man next to you. By never running when it gets hard.โ
A few nod. One even salutes.
Curtis walks up, rubbing the back of his neck. โYouโre not just a ghost,โ he says slowly. โYouโre a damn storm.โ
I offer a half-smile. โAnd storms donโt take orders from cowards.โ
He smirks, then turns to Vance. โSoโฆ what now?โ
Vance doesnโt answer. He just sits there, soaking in his guilt, watching the weight of his past finally catch up.
I pick up my duffel and sling it over my shoulder. โNow?โ I say. โNow we train like it matters. Now we remember the names they tried to erase. Now we stop pretending this system is clean.โ
A heavy silence hangs in the air as I walk away from the pit. Behind me, boots begin to move. I hear Curtis call the recruits to attention, but this time his tone has changed โ quieter, more measured. The kind that doesnโt command, but leads.
And Vance?
He doesnโt follow.
He just sits there, a broken man in a puddle of past mistakes, staring at the notebook that will unravel everything he built on lies.
By the time the sun sets, the recruits no longer whisper the word โmyth.โ They speak of truth โ and the man who came back from the dead to bring it.
Me.
Recruit Tate.
Or as theyโll soon learn to call meโฆ
The last Black Wing.




