I was on a really full bus. Right next to me, there was a guy and we were looking at each other. Then, I noticed the music in my earbuds go quiet, and then I realized I couldn’t hear the bus anymore. The last thing I saw was horror on his face and thenโฆ everything just went dark.
I woke up to flashing lights and people shouting, but it was like they were all underwater. My ears were ringing, and I couldnโt move much. Someone touched my arm gently and said something, but I couldn’t hear. I tried to speak, but my voice barely came out.
Later, in the hospital, I found out there had been an explosion. A gas pipe under the road had burst just as the bus passed by. Half of the bus was destroyed. Somehow, I was on the side that didnโt take the brunt of it.
I had a concussion and temporary hearing loss. They said it could come back in a few days or maybe not at all. Honestly, that part didnโt hit me right away. All I could think about was the guy beside me. His face, that second before the blastโhis eyes were locked on mine.
His name was Andrei. I found that out days later, when my hearing slowly returned and a nurse told me heโd been trying to find me too. He had a broken arm, but he was okay. Heโd gotten off the bus right after I blacked out, dragged out by another passenger. He thought I hadnโt made it.
We met again a week later, both still bruised, both still processing. We sat on a bench outside the hospital, sipping vending machine coffee.
โYou looked right at me,โ he said quietly. โI thought you were gone.โ
I nodded. โI thought you were too.โ
That moment bonded us in a weird way. Not romanticโat least, not at first. It was more like this strange friendship born out of surviving something that couldโve easily taken us both.
For a while, we stayed in touch out of habit. Checking in. Sharing doctor updates. Joking about the worst coffee on earth from the hospital machine.
He was funny, in a quiet, smart kind of way. Andrei worked in IT, loved dogs, and had this obsession with escape rooms. I was studying graphic design and working part-time at a print shop. We had nothing in common, really. But we justโฆ clicked.
Months passed. My hearing came back almost completely, though I still struggled with certain tones. I had nightmares sometimes, but less often. Andrei said he couldnโt take the bus anymore without flinching. We started walking places together.
Then, one random Friday night, he showed up at my door with a pizza and two tickets to a comedy show.
โI figured if weโre gonna be traumatized, we might as well laugh about it,โ he said.
I laughed more than I had in months. And somewhere between the second slice and the awkward applause at the end, I realized I wanted to hold his hand. He didnโt reach for mine, though. And that was okay. Timing is weird when your friendship is built on shared trauma.
The weeks after that felt different. We werenโt just checking in anymore. We were building something. He helped me with my portfolio. I taught him how to use Procreate. We did puzzles together. And eventually, we started dating, though neither of us ever really had โthe talk.โ It just happened.
We were happy. Not the kind of happy you post online, but the quiet kind. The kind where someone knows how you take your coffee and remembers the way you like your hoodies a little too big.
But life doesnโt just reward you for surviving once.
A year after the explosion, I was offered a job in another city. A real design agency. Good money. A fresh start. But it was four hours away.
When I told Andrei, he was quiet.
โYou should take it,โ he said after a long pause. โYou deserve it.โ
I looked at him. โWe deserve it.โ
He smiled, but it didnโt reach his eyes. โWeโll figure it out. Long distance isnโt the worst thing.โ
So I went. I rented a small apartment, started the new job, and told myself weโd make it work.
At first, we did. Calls every night. Video chats. Weekend visits. But over time, the calls got shorter. The visits more spaced out. I was always exhausted. He was always buried in projects.
One evening, I called him and he didnโt pick up. Hours passed. Then a day. When he finally messaged, it was just: โSorry. Got caught up.โ
I didnโt want to be the needy one, but it hurt. I sent a voice message. โI miss you.โ
He replied: โI miss you too.โ
But something in me knew it wasnโt the same anymore.
A few weeks later, I visited for the weekend. We went to the park, had our favorite coffee, walked the same path we always did. But he seemed distracted. Distant.
That night, I asked him if something was wrong.
He sighed. โI didnโt want to say anything. But I met someone. Nothing happened, I swear. Justโฆ I realized how lonely Iโve been. And maybe weโre holding on because weโre scared to let go.โ
It hit like a slap. But deep down, I knew he wasnโt trying to hurt me. He was just being honest.
I nodded. โWe needed each other to survive. But maybe nowโฆ we need different things.โ
We didnโt fight. We didnโt cry. We just sat there in silence. That same silence from the bus, but this time it wasnโt scary. It wasโฆ peaceful, in a weird way.
We hugged goodbye the next morning. I cried on the train ride back. But by the time I got home, I felt lighter.
Months passed. I focused on my work. I started running. I met new people. And slowly, I healed again.
One afternoon, I was walking home when I saw someone fall on the sidewalk. People kept passing by. But I ran over, helped him up, waited with him until an ambulance came. His name was Cฤtฤlin. Heโd fainted from low blood sugar.
He messaged me later to say thank you. We met for coffee. Then dinner. Then more.
It wasnโt love at first sight. But it was real. Patient. He was kind in a steady way, and I realized I didnโt have to survive a tragedy to connect with someone.
One evening, I was telling him about the explosion. He listened, really listened. When I finished, he held my hand and said, โMaybe that day wasnโt the end of something. Maybe it was the beginning.โ
And I believed him.
Years later, I bumped into Andrei at a bookstore. He looked good. Peaceful. We hugged. He was engaged. So was I.
We sat for a coffee. Talked about the past, the bus, the things we learned.
Before we left, I asked him, โDo you ever wonder why we met?โ
He smiled. โTo save each other. Until we could save ourselves.โ
We parted ways, both smiling. Not with sadness, but with gratitude.
Life doesnโt always give you what you expect. Sometimes, it gives you exactly what you needโfor a season.
The explosion couldโve ended my life. But instead, it changed it.
Not every love is forever. But every love teaches you something. And every person you meet along the wayโwhether they stay or notโshapes who you become.
So hereโs to quiet bus rides, loud silences, and the people who help you stand when you canโt hear the world around you.
And hereโs the thing I learned: healing doesnโt always look like what you expect. Sometimes, it’s letting go. Sometimes, itโs holding on. But most times, it’s simply choosing to move forwardโeven if your ears are still ringing a little from the past.
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